eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

do you believe that memories of someone you love can be erased?

if you ask me the same question, my answer is NO!

to me, memories are constructed for a reason:

to laugh cos we were so silly,
to learn cos we didnt know how to cherish each other,
to cry cos we really felt for each other,
to grow cos we ceased to be together and of course,
to touch my heart and smile cos it happened


<<忘记你我做不到>> 张学友 忘记你我做不到 track #1

有爱就有恨 或多或少
有幸福就有烦恼 除非你都不要
跟你的温柔比较 一切变得不重要
没有你…… 分分秒秒
都是煎熬……

有爱就有恨 或多或少
想一次白头到老 说再见太潦草
看你头也不回的走掉 心里像火烧
管它艳阳高照……

忘记你我做不到 不去天涯海角
在我身边就好 要是承诺不可靠
是什么让我们拥抱……

忘记你我做不到 不去天涯海角
在我身边就好
如果爱是痛苦的泥沼
让我们一起逃……

Mathematics... Anyone game?

The True IQ Test

Congratulations, meng!
Your IQ score is 129

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the True IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Insightful Linguist. This means you are highly intelligent and have the natural fluency of a writer and the visual and spatial strengths of an artist. Those skills contribute to your creative and expressive mind.

Laws of Attractions... are you being attracted yet?

watched laws of attraction this evening with a long lost friend...

"love always have the last word"

<<爱，很简单>> 陶喆 陶喆同名专辑 track #4


忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你 真的很简单

爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择
没有后悔 为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我 喔～

I LOVE YOU 无法不爱著你 BABY 说你也爱我
I LOVE YOU 永远不愿意 BABY 失去你

不可能更快乐
只要能在一起 做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停
用最真诚的心 让爱变的简单

I LOVE YOU 我一直在这里 一直在爱你
I LOVE YOU（yes I do）
永远都不放弃 这爱的权利

如果你还有一些困惑 Oh No 请贴著我的心倾听
听我说著爱你（yes I do）我爱你

A Series of Tests...

Heart of Crystal


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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obsessive compulsive


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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What Color is Your Brain?
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At work or in school: I like set routines and organized ways of doing thingsl rules and directions are a great help to me. I prefer to stay on one topic at a time. I need to know what is expected of me, and I always want to know if I am on the right track. I like subjects that are useful and traditional, such as business, accounting, history and government.
With friends: I prefer people who are careful with their money and who make plans ahead of time. I like my friends to be loyal, dependable and on time. I am serious about love and show it in many practical ways.
With family: I like stability and security and enjoy traditions and frequent celebrations. I like to spend holidays with family members, and I plan ahead for such gatherings.


hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Jung Typology Test
Your Type is: INFJ
Introverted Intuitive Feeling Judging
Strength of the preferences: 33(I) 11(N) 11(F) 44(J)

Qualitative analysis of your type formula

You are:
moderately expressed introvert
slightly expressed intuitive personality
slightly expressed feeling personality
moderately expressed judging personality

ha ha ha... i got all the 3 tests from june's blog and indentical restuls as well! well maybe cos we are gemini (hint: our birthdays are coming hor)

as for Jung's Test, i did it sometime ago and my results were ISTJ... cant remember wat S and T means but from the results, the dominant I and J still remains... and thats wat personality traits are all about - stability

你嘗試過一個人程搭著最後一班離開國大的巴士嗎?

你嘗試過一個人程搭著最後一班離開國大的巴士嗎?

那條平日人來人往﹐熙熙攘攘﹐你我都熟悉的的道路﹐突然之間在夜空的陪伴下﹐顯得特別寧靜...

當你早已習慣了群體的生活﹐哪怕只是二人世界﹐獨處時的滋味格外孤單...

這時﹐耳機裡傳來熟悉的過門...


<<眼神>> 孫燕姿 Leave track #8

被现实推挤 梦想会变形
执着让人 觉得好吃力

我只是看着你 了解的神情
微笑扬起 又能继~~~续

有时候爱是一种眼神 赶走所有苦闷
是你让我记得自己不是一个人

有你在什么都有可能 因为彼此信任
真的爱情不需要保证(会恒温)

你从不劝我 别逆风飞行
牵手陪我 向梦前~~~进


這是我非常喜歡的一首歌。它代表了我對愛情的嚮往與信念﹐這也不禁讓我想起了許多在國大的回憶...

一轉眼就要畢業了。昨晚的旅程不就正好替我這段難忘的大學生涯畫上了圓滿的句號嗎?

一段旅程的結束是否就代表著另一段旅程即將要開始了呢? 或許是吧...


<<翅膀>> 林俊杰 乐行者 track #3

同样的机场　不同世界
同样的咖啡　不同味觉

同样的你和我　都少了一些
看飞机划过天空　不见了

用你给我的翅膀飞　我懂这不是伤悲
再高都不会累　我们都说好了

用你给我的翅膀飞　我感觉己够安慰
乌云也不再多　我们也不为谁掉眼泪

空气中藏着　你的香味
回忆里躲着　你的眼泪

最后拥抱的温暖还有一些
我拖着行李往前一直走

Bi Borh Bi Borh...

I am the Siren A man is often secretly oppressed by the role he has to play - by always having to be responsible, in control, and rational. The Siren is the ultimate male fantasy figure because she offers a total release form the limitations of his life. In her presence, which is always heightened and sexually charged, the male feels transported to a realm of pure pleasure. In a world where women are often too timid to project such an image, learn to take control of the male libido by embodying his fantasy. Symbol: Water. The song of the Siren is liquid and enticing, and the Siren herself is fluid and ungraspable. Like the sea, the Siren lures you with the promise of infinite adventure and pleasure. Forgetting past and future, men follow her far out to sea, where they drown.

What Type of Seducer are You?
created by polite_society

<<蔷薇>> 萧亚轩 红蔷薇 track#7

不知谁　昨夜没有睡　浇醒了那一朵红蔷薇
短短的就在这一夜之间　　绚烂盛开　是如此灿烂　如此绝对

难道它也在想念著谁　莫非它也能体会我的眼泪
想起你　我会心碎　　鲜红的好像我心中那道旧伤口流的血

oh~~　在心中百转千回　多想再见你一面
让我知道你心中也感觉　我们的爱没白费　直到生命最后一夜
你和我　还深深怀念

不知谁　昨夜没有睡　浇醒了那一朵红蔷薇
短短的就在这一夜之间　　绚烂盛开　是如此灿烂　如此绝对

道它也在想念著谁　莫非它也能体会我的眼泪
想起你　我会心碎　　鲜红的好像我心中那道旧伤口流的血

oh~~　在心中百转千回　多想再见你一面
让我知道你心中也感觉　我们的爱没白费　直到生命最后一夜
记得你我　深爱过

oh~~　在心中百转千回　多想再见你一面
让我知道你心中也感觉　我们的爱没白费　直到生命最后一夜
你和我　还深深怀念

心中百转千回　oh~~baby　我多想　多想再吻你一遍再爱一遍
我们的爱　 oh~~没白费　　也许永远很深～深～怀念 oh~~

You know how I want to get
It's the last ...Oh no
Oh baby! I want to back to my life Oh~~
You know how I need you
My memories forget to hard

Beautiful Boxer

i finally realised why i got affected by a friend's comment to the thai movie beautiful boxer

"how come its not a comedy?"

guess he is just too juvenile to understand that not every true life story has to be a comedy...

seriously if you think that by going to changi point carpark is fun, i sincerely urge you to look beyond wat you see...


<<一個人的圓舞曲>> 陳潔儀 囉啦 track #2

午后一场雨淋湿了空气 街道变得安静
心情像街边发呆的桌椅 空空荡荡在休息

人们都躲进喧哗的屋里 我独亨这份冷清
让世界停一停 多情的人 先别在我心里来去

孤单是奢侈的东西 滂沱的情绪谁也不能整理
我自己 陪我自己 慢慢回忆这一点一滴

这场大雨像是一个人的圆舞曲 我和我的思绪旋转不停
跳完这一曲 悲伤慢慢放晴 天空也开始变得清晰

思念是最后的距离 无声的回忆像日场默剧
我自己 演我自己 不让别人操控我的悲喜

这场大雨像是一个人的圆舞曲 一个人的快乐比较容易
跳完这一曲 你还在我心里 终于我可以自由呼吸

I've learned that i should always leave my loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time i'm seeing them.

i got the inspiration to write about my mother from chris's blog...

extract of my comments from chris's blog:
"...sometimes if we take a step more in trying to understand wat our parents have gone thru, we can understand their world-views and the type of up-bringing that makes them who they are today...

i remember a friend once told me: "all mothers graduated from the same unversity; they all care for their children in their own unique way" up till now, i still believe in that statement..."

i often consider my mother a very fusion-kind of person... she holds very traditional values but clothed in modern fashion... not wat those model would wear in a fashion show but at least she would be 'advised' against ah-soh dressing (from me of course!) hmm.... i'll shall reveal a secret here: my mum used to dress in typical ah-lian dressing when my dad was courting her... and her waist used to be 23"!!! but now i always tease her that it should 32" instead...

i've learnt a lot of things from my mother... she dun have to talk a lot of wisdom but i leant from her actions, the things she does... sometimes i feel that me and my mother are such great pals that we dun have to say anything to communicate our intentions; just one look and we could read each other's mind...

my mum went thru a lot when she was a child... she gave up her education opportunities cos my grandfather was in gambling debts... sometimes i do see that glimpse of regret in her eyes but isnt that the self-less love for her siblings that she did this? i really admire for wat she had done... maybe thats why she commands respect from all her siblings... all my uncles and anuties would call her 三姐 (she is the #3daughter of 11 siblings) even my 1st and 2nd aunt calls her 三姐 instead of 三妹...

eh... i'm not trying to show off how great my mum is cos i believe that all mothers are equally great...

i just wish to bring a point to the pple who are reading this blog:
have you taken a closer look at how your mum has aged? there was once i took a closer look at her and i really saw how time had left scars on her face... for that moment, it daunt on me that how much my mum had sacrificed herself for us...

there was also an occassion when i was helping my mum setting up the dinner table for reunion dinner, i heard this from the tv"...能看到孩子們吃著自己煮的飯, 再辛苦都值得..." the next thing i know, tears just rolled down from my eyes...

yes i know sam is going to say that i'm getting emotional agian... but when was the last time that you say a word of appreciation to your mum or your loved ones? consider this:

I've learned that i should always leave my loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time i'm seeing them.


<<每天多一些>> 張學友 吻別 track#6

也曾追求 也曾失落
不再有梦 是你为我
推开天窗 打开心锁
让希望 又转动

忙碌奔波 偶而迷惑
为了什么 是你给我
一份感动 一个理由
不疲倦 不脆弱

这世界的永恒不多
让我们也成为一种
情深如海 不移如山
用一生爱不完

我的爱一天比一天更热烈
要给你多些再多些不停歇
让你的生命只有甜和美 OH OH
遗忘该怎么流浪

我的爱一天比一天更热烈(还要坚决)
要给你多些再多些不停歇(然后再多一些)
让恋人钟爱的每一句誓言 OH OH
不再难追 全都实现

心中有爱 人生如歌
唱着欢乐 海阔天空
来去从容 不惹烦忧
有了你 别无求